Oh, I am so sorry to hear this. I do not know a specific spell that would help but I'm sure someone else will have one for you. I wonder if you've tried the essential oil Myrtle? It is very uplifting and was described to me as making you feel as though you are wrapped in a loving embrace. If you are interested in the runes, perhaps you could invoke the regenerative and healing power of Berkano. Sowilo could also help with positive feelings. I think just being outside and communicating with nature, if possible, could lift your spirits as well. I shall be sending healing energy to you to-night.
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Juniper Icewand, you poor thing, you have been through a lot in a short time, please accept my sympathy for your predicament.
Llewellyns' has a lovely healing bath spell, thus:

Full Moon-
use a sock or stocking and use equal parts calendula, nettle, comfrey, oatmeal and 3 pinches salt. Place in the bath when it is filled.
Charge the water by saying something like 'I charge and consecrate this healing water water, as I bathe, so I shall become healthy and whole.'
Use the herbs by squeezing out the water absorbed by them onto your skin, and soak in the healing waters for as long as is pleasurable.
As you drain the water, envisage that any disease/depression/sickness is taken away.

Worwood reccomends specifically for miscarriage a selection of the following-
Geranium, Roman chamomile, Rose, Grapefruit, Palmarosa Frankincense, Narcissus, Bois de rose
A few drops may be used in a burner,diluted with water, that the healing vapours may be inhaled or-
in a bath 6-8 drops single oil or total amount of drops for a blend
for a body oil 1 drop per ml base oil

Aromatherapy works not just on the physical body, but on the emotions too. I find it helps to heal the soul, in times of darkness, by using oils which smell pleasing to fragrance the surroundings.

I hope this helps, and that you feel better soon, my thoughts shall be with you for the time ahead.
BBx

merry meet @ Lady Lustre and Althara thank you for your kind advice and thoughts.

I've accepted the loss of the baby and my left tube, it wasn't planned and I didn't find out til it was too late, the way I see it, it just was not meant to be. It's just i'm struggling with the physical healing process as i'm so restricted in what i can and can't do. I totally understand why it takes so long, it's just soooooooooo frustrating.

Especially as i can't get out into my garden, that's where i find myself at peace.

However, i have been generously given some books on herbs and aromatherapy, and have been told to expect more on crystals, reiki and am going to be given one to one guidance with blending oils and am looking forward to that very much (coz it gets me out the house too ), so i'm doing lots of homework .

The one thing has made me sit up and think, is that years ago i had my cards read, and i was told i would have three children, but one was small a had a gold light around it. I didn't think of this until the day after surgery. The third one had to have been my recent loss, as i have not knowingly had any other pregnancies. And will be more careful in the future

Thank you again

PLL

Greetings Juniper Icewand,

I have been wondering how you are getting on. I hope that you have been able to raise your spirits by getting outside for some of nature's therapy. )O(