hi everyone last saturday i got really drunk i got with my ex boyfriend and we had a bit of fun now i feel like crap casue all our friends have found out and im being made a mockery out of he also told them that i lead him on which is a lie i was drunk and he was soberish he thinks i want him back in one way i do and in one way i dont i nees some sorta spell to do something bout all this mis-hap other things have happend lately and i have got very depressed and done really stupid things so could anyone help a fellow brother

blessed be

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ben
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You sound very mixed up. When things like this happen, we feel immense embarrassment - but don't like to admit that this is so. A spell isn't going to right the wrongs you feel you have done, you need to take a step back and look closely at yourself. You say you have done some 'really stupid things' - so ask yourself why you feel you are behaving in this way. It might mean you have to take some time out from being with these friends until you have sorted yourself out. True friends will support you and understand you - those who don't - well, ask yourself, are they really your friends? Feeling depressed and behaving differently than you would do normally might mean you need to speak to someone professionally to help you through this. If your 'depression' is a consequence of your recent behaviour and actions, then when you stop to look at yourself, you might not like what you see. Be prepared for this. Accept yourself for who you are, faults and all. We all do things from time to time we wished we hadn't and although at the time it seems like the end of the world - it isn't. These feelings will pass. Your behaviour will only change with commitment from you. Ask the Gods/Goddess to support you and remember to give thanks. Blessings Hestia x